GCSE results tomorrow... i feel exicted and i thank God for my personality and how i never fear about any written exams. Although i AM afraid of pratical exams e.g. piano, flute,violin etc. but HE still gave me the nicest examiers ever, whom i talked to and laughed with LOL quite extraordinary i would say!!
I was full of pride when i took my piano exam... thinking that i am better than my friend whom was taking exactly the same grade as me at that time. I've never dreamed that she would get a higher mark than my dearself and yet knowing that God was disliking my believe.
I passed with Merit... and yet she was ONE mark over me. Mixed feelings overwhelmed me... my heart sank with guilt yet i thank God for breaking my pride, i turned around, smiled genuinely in her eyes and said "Well Done". And i was happy and knew how silly i was lol
i am no better than anyone and there are a lot of things i need to learn from many.
This time... i pray that God will take away my pride, and give me what i deserve and not what i want.
God is super kind to me... whatever results i get... i will have options i like.
so... options doesnt matter... as all of them suits me lol
but results does... I, MY DEARSELF have expectations.
please pray to GOD that whatever results i get i will have a peaceful mind=]
“God, give me serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.”
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CYNIE, support u anyway, and, pray for u!^^
That's an excellent reflection, sweetie pie. You are in my prayers tonite.
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